Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Disturbia

Well, this is an interesting post, because I feel pretty damn good but this song is in my head as a fucking brilliant positive song. Maybe it's the song music itself because the lyrics certainly aren't very positive.

People finally started speaking up a little bit in staff meeting today to my amazement. I don't think that's why I'm in such a good mood although I believe it might have a little bit added in. So, Disturbia:
Disturbia - Rihanna

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum x4

What's wrong with me?
Why do I feel like this?
I'm going crazy now

No more gas in the rig
Can't even get it started
Nothing heard, nothing said
Can't even speak about it
All my life on my head
Don't want to think about it
Feels like I'm going insane
Yeah

It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
It's too close for comfort

(chorus)
Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum x4

Faded pictures on the wall
It's like they talkin' to me
Disconnectin' your call
Your phone don't even ring
I gotta get out
Or figure this shit out
It's too close for comfort

It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
I feel like a monster

(Chorus)

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum x4
Disturbia

Release me from this curse
I've been trying to maintain
But I'm struggling
You can't go, go, go
I think I'm going to oh, oh, oh

(Chorus)

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So, music or lyrics? Actually maybe both. Maybe I'm feeling that things are going the opposite from the lyrics, more in line with the music.

Although sometimes I feel the positive states are like living in a city of wonder. Places that are within, every moment, just waiting to be brought to the surface.

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