Everything You Want

Everything You Want - Vertical Horizon

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

[Chorus]
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

[Chorus]

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

[Chorus]
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
I don't know

So I basically got everything I wanted for my internship, last piece to fall into place was the supervision group and I found one that fit right into my schedule. There was a part of me not wanting it too.

I got a bit teary about it all... bah.

Partly it is fears of all going south. Partly it is not wanting to give up my free time. Partly it is that I just really don't want to do this.

I sat down and set up my schedule in my phone and it felt very overwhelming.

Sigh, an embattled hardened intern vet with fresh, bright eyed, very new trainees... ack!! What have I gotten myself into.